Don't Know Why

Don't know why...

1) Much has happened but none is blogged
2) When what's been fervently wished and hoped for finally materialises, the supposed sense of euphoria/happiness /betterment of attaining it almost never follows ... unlike in those wishes
3) It's sometimes easier to confide in someone you barely know than share those woes and sentiments with people who understand you the most
4) A relationship can withstand the toughest times, long distances apart but collapses when both are together in the same place again
5)What insignificant people say influences , affects and crushes but the advice of those dear ones fall on deaf ears and are disregarded
6) Pride is swallowed, forgiveness given, sweet and mushy msges uttered generously to casual frens but are hardly dispensed to close frens
7) When problems crop up, some close frens are more susceptible to slip to become strangers than casual ones would
8) Love works in such a way that those who bring the greatest joy and share the most memorable times are also the ones who yield the power to cause the most pain and sadness

Sometimes, formulaes don't work, reasoning deviates and logic is overturned. Irony rears it heads to mock and taunt.
The unpredictability, inability to explain, nasty surprises and helplessness wears us thin and throws us off the balance.
Such that we irrationally brood and grieve over the wrong circumstances, aspire and chase the wrong successes, pledge our allegiance and try to please the wrong people, seek the wrong goals.

Lord, I pray for the clarity of mind and peace of spirit to know that all I have only to obey, seek and please You and all would fall into place.
It's that simple.