Sunday, November 28, 2004

The First Entry

I don't want to be hampered in my writing because knowing me, I can sit and mull on the introduction to the extent that i end up not blogging proper. Know this fact too well from all the report writing and what nots. Shall go straight into saying what i wanted to say and well, will work on a suitable intro when i have the inspiration to:P

Before I lose the pang of guilt, some resolutions for next term:
1) Not to embark on revision one day before the exam
2) To do consistent reading and assignments throughout the semester
3) To have completed revision by the end of study week

Yeah right, i wonder how much of it i can keep. But, at least its a reminder for myself to remember the tinge of guilt/regret/ and if-only feeling i have been having after my papers are collected- all 3 of them...there wasnt even one i could say i did my best in revising all i could. Especially the last paper- gee, all the time squandered playing games, chatting, well-basically doing anything except to study.


Feeling this acute sense of time & space this sem, i wonder why. More often than not, i am caught in this warp of time- thinking and questioning myself of what happened at this time one year ago, one sem ago, and what will be happening next sem. This time last year, i was at DT....its amazing and yet and has this profound thump to it, when i recollect what has happened over the span of a year. What an upheaval the month of march has been such that truly, things would never be the same before. This subject warrants another(many more) entry(ies) when i am ready to talk about it...but for now, this case rest.

Aniwei, back to the topic of tunnel of time that i seems to be in, it hit me during a conversation that this time next year, I would probably be going into the peak period in audit....yeah...work is looming close. Edgingly near....

At this point of time, if you, the reader is thinking why this entry is so long, that's cos i have edited it! i should make it a point not to...that's why i never liked to reread my work (excuses, excuses, excuses:p)...i dun like to make changes to it such that it becomes such a stoic/formal representation and no longer the first- thoughts- that -come -to -my -mind that i want to capture. Okay....i have cheated enough, this entry is like three days of thoughts instead of one...
meantime, watch me grow in this blog. Full of subjects to write about now, but i wonder how long i can sustain this zest when school /work bids.